Love is not about departing half way BUT …Part-2

You can read first part of this story here.

Thinking about Shruti’s terms for divorce, I reached office where Manya was waiting for me. When I told her about Shruti’s demands, she got furious. She fought with me saying Shruti was trying to save the marriage and if I will say yes to her demands, I must be cheating her (Manya). I was confused with her reaction. I tried to convince her that in any case, Shruti has said yes for divorce and it’s a matter of one month. Although Manya’s female intuitions were correct at some extent that physical contact will re-ignite the dead intimacy. But I assured her that nothing that sort of was going to happen. Finally Manya agreed. That night, after dinner with Manya, when I reached home, Shruti was sitting on dining table, deep in thoughts. I sat beside her and told her that I was ready to accept her conditions and I reminded her that it should be for one month only. She smiled at me sadly and nodded.

Next day, after getting ready for office when I was about to leave, Shruti was with Adi in his room. I went to Adi’s room. It appeared new to me. It’s been months, I had entered into Adi’s room. Shruti was arguing with Adi about his tie knot. I stood near to them, Shruti looked at me and got busy with Adi again. I was in hurry. I extended my hand and Shruti put her hand. She stood beside me. I hugged her tightly. Adi was jumping with joy. Shruti was blushing with Adi’s reaction. I felt her fragrance after so many days. Before the ambiance take over, I left. On the way to office, after so many months, I was not thinking about Manya and after reaching office, when I saw Manya, I realized that change. The whole day was busy but duration of empty seconds made me think about Shruti. How much we were in love, I thought to myself. Thankfully, Manya came in for lunch and I had to stop my thought chain. In the evening, I and Manya went to her house and ate dinner. Manya tried to pull me in bed but I was not feeling so. I felt like a cheater for the first time. How am I leading my life, I asked to myself. While driving towards home, my mind was digging past memories created with Shruti. Unknowingly I compared Manya and Shruti. Shruti was at winning end even today. When I reached home, Shruti was working on her laptop. When I stood beside her, she stood up. I hugged her tightly and felt like I did not want to leave her. Somehow I controlled myself and went to my bedroom. I changed to night dress and was about to go to bed and saw 8 missed calls from Manya. I called immediately and before I could speak anything, she started speaking angrily that I was changing. She asked me whether I hugged Shruti, what did I feel, whether I am going to change my mind…..It was midnight and I was trying to reassure her that I am going to marry her. With tired, confused and irritated mind, I closed my eyes and slept.

Next 10 days were replica of first day, where I will hug Shruti in the morning, will think about her all the way to office, will think about her in the office, will take lunch and dinner with Manya, will not talk much with anyone, will come back home and again hug to Shruti followed by explanation to Manya and sleep. Those 11 days were enough to make me realize what mistake I was going to do by divorcing Shruti. Manya was correct in her intuition about physical contact might re-ignite the dead intimacy. I was seeing the same intimacy in Shruti’s eye too and her body language was also speaking my mind. I decided to explain everything to Manya, to ask her to forgive me and to start new life with Shruti and Adi.

Day 12 : In the morning, after hugging Shruti and seeing her blushing and Adi jumping, I l was about to leave for office when Shruti asked me to wait for a minute. She ran to her room and came back. I was staring at her strawberry pink top matching with military green jeans, her long hair which she left open, her curves which I did not even noticed since months. Shruti, you are so beautiful, I murmured. I was still in thought when she came back and stood in front of me.  She smiled at me and told me I had something in my Inbox and I should check it once I reach office. I was totally excited and ran to my car. The way to office was full of thoughts about how Shruti must have accepted her feelings and how am I going to respond her and how we will be together again and how our lives will be. At office, Manya was waiting for me. I stopped her before she tried to speak anything. I told her that I was expecting an urgent business call and I need to attend it. Manya offered her presence but I denied. Somehow I was not happy with her attitude today. I wanted to open that magical e-mail immediately. Once Manya left my cabin, I locked the door and reached to my laptop. Yes, my gmail account was showing a new e-mail from Shruti. Excitedly, I double-clicked it and after reading first paragraph of the e-mail, I felt like everything was moving and I was shaking with anger. I wanted to run away and wanted to throw Shruti out of my home. All my dreams were in pieces and I was not sure whether I wanted to read the e-mail anymore.

 

To be continued …

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Love is not about departing half way BUT …

Hi, I am Jay. I am here to tell my story – the story about love, cheat, trust, love and finally something unexpected. Well, I am sharing this story with the world so that no one else can make a mistake like me.

Ok, to start with, as I said I am Jay – Jay Art. At the age of 37, I am a CEO of the fortune 500 company. This company is my dream and I have worked really hard to nurture my dream. Within last 8 years, my company did wonders and I am a millionaire now. Actually, Shruti, my wife, was a lucky charm for me and my company. Before 8 years, I got married with Shruti and with her, all the wealth and happiness came to my home automatically. Well, I will not go into details about how I and Shruti were in love with each other and how we created our little world and how did we struggle for every thing and how Adi – our son came into our lives before 5 years and how our lives changed with more happiness. After Adi’s birth, somehow Shruti was busier with him, for all the time. I knew, it was going to happen, especially an emotional first time mother like Shruti. I kept patience and waited for her to come back, to sit with me, to talk with me – other than Adi  and finally to have sometime for me. I felt like Adi was the one, who was replacing me in Shruti’s life. It was not that I did not love Adi. I loved him like anything and he is sharing the love bond with me too. But at the age of 32, after sweating for the whole day and working hard, rather than good food and lovely son, you want to spend sometime with your partner. It was not that Shruti was doing all those things intentionally, but as I said, being very emotional, she did not want to miss a small duty as a mother and she assumed that I would understand that. Yes, I did understand for 3 long years. But when I lost all my patience and I felt my life empty, I turned to Manya.

Manya – beauty with brain, 30 years old, unmarried and self dependent, when joined my company as Business Development Manager, I never thought, she was going to change my life. After couple of personal conversation, I connected to her. And within a month or so, I lost my heart to her. It was obvious for me as I was trying to fill up that space in my life. I and Manya kept the things secret but as they say, you cannot hide love. People started talking about us, but we did not care much. After one year of courtship, when Manya asked me for marriage, I realized that I was still married with Shruti. Till then, I used to go to home to sleep and to attend social functions. Shruti tried to talk with me about Manya for couple of times, as she must have heard from someone, but I cut it short and blamed her that she had lost the trust in me. But after continuous demand for marriage, I had to decide. Yes, you guessed it right. I selected Manya and promised her that we will get married within next three months.

And the day came. The day to talk with Shruti and to ask her for divorce. I came late from office and she, as usual, after putting Adi into bed, was waiting for me. I sat on dining table but could not eat. She was staring at me and I started feeling guilt. I moved nearer to her, and touched her head softly. She turned to me, looked into my eyes and asked me if I wanted to talk about anything. Yes, I could say. I told her that I wanted divorce as I wanted to get married with Manya. I did not specify the reason for divorce. She reacted as expected, anger, shouts, cry and more cry. But I was firm. I wanted to spend my remaining life with Manya. I told Shruti that I was ready to have her our million dollar house, three cars and 10 percent shares from company. She smiled and remained silent. I left for my bedroom and slept. The next day, when I got ready and left for office, I saw her typing something on her laptop. I did not give attention and went to our lawyer. My sudden notice to prepare divorce papers shocked him. He did not ask any question but I could see his eyes full of questions. I went to office directly and met Manya. I told her about my talk with Shruti and the lawyer and reconfirmed that we will get married within couple of months. Manya was happy and gave me a hug. That night, I and Manya, went for candle light dinner and made plans for our future life. She invited me to her home and as usual, we made love. It was 2 a.m., when I left for my home. When I entered, I saw Shruti, working on her laptop. This was totally unusual. But I did not care. I went to my bedroom straight and slept. Next morning, while I was about to leave for office and Adi left for school; Shruti told me that she wanted to talk. She made three points – She was ready for divorce but this should not be disclosed to our son, Adi. She told that she wanted me to be with her for one month and that too as a normal person because Adi had his exams and she did not want to disturb him. With those two points, one more point she conveyed which looked really crazy to me. She asked me to give her a tight hug, the way I hugged her for the first time, every day before going to office and after coming from office, just for one month.

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I was just stunned with her demands. We did not have any physical contact since last 2 years. Now, as we are about to leave each other’s life track, why does she want me to hug her, I thought to myself…..

 

To be continued ….

10 Life saver quotes males use and their real meanings

1. I’m so sorry

    Meaning :Now stop talking about it, forget it and let me chill.  

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2. This is a small gift from me

     Meaning :You should understand how much I have spent on it.Now can I kiss you?

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3. Please listen to me

    Meaning :Just shut your mouth as I should get a chance to speak

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4. I will not be able to live without you

    Meaning : I am dreaming of that life

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5. I am working hard to fulfill your wishes

    Meaning : Work is better than being with you all time and so I am working

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6. I was not looking at her, was trying to find you

    Meaning : Can’t you see, she is more beautiful than you and obviously I was looking at her only

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7. Should I help with something that can relieve your stress?

    Meaning : I am also stressed and so will not be able to do anything

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8. I love you madly

    Meaning : Please don’t ask for confirmation

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9. I could not call you as I was busy with work

    Meaning : I am not a reporter that I will call you at every 15 mins

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10.I love you rather than your body

     Meaning : Now will you allow me to touch you?

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I know, list is endless and you are invited to append :-).

Begin the week with these 100 words …

No matter in what phase of life you are
You always see a group of people
Ready to create chaos in your life
I spent most of my life to calm down them
I practiced different life lessons
To handle that group of people

BUT

Finally …

I have realized
The best way to handle them is –
Just IGNORE them
Why to waste the precious life moments
While thinking about what others think of you?

Be an Elephant who ignores barking dogs while walking on the street.

Those who understand you will never wait for explanation from your side.
Those who do not understand you, well, do they deserve to be explained?

Happy week ahead :-).

Say NO to marriage before accomplishing 22 Things …

Marriage – the word is not limited to marrying a dream man/woman but also marrying his/her life adjustments and still being you. After seeing couple of marriages (at the age of 22) in recent past, I had to write this post. Although marriage comes with unity, happiness, love and responsibilities, most of the married persons miss their bachelorhood and regret of not enjoying it at its best. Today, I am presenting a list of bullet points, every person should / must accomplish before getting married.

1. Explore the world. And exploration here means, literally back pack and leave with friends. Enjoy the beauty of world before getting into beauty of relationship.

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2. Cook on your own, again cook, throw the burned part and enjoy the eatable part.

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3. Complete study and get into your dream job or business.

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4. Try to find the purpose of LIFE.

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5. Create something new everyday.

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6. Learn dancing.

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7. Take a break from diet schedule and eat those favourite French fires like a hungry dog.

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8. Cry on failures, hit walls, wipe off tears and move on.

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9. Start writing journal.

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10. Help someone totally unknown.

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11. Make new friends.

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12. Kiss your bf/gf passionately.

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13. Enjoy crazy hair styles and change it every month.

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14. Spend on nail painting and pedicure (this is only for females).

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15. Look into someone’s eye and wink (while you are in public) and laugh.

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16. Call a friend and talk with him/her for whole night.

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17. Update status of your facebook profile everyday.

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18. Get your leg fractured, have bandages and then enjoy every luxury of life while sitting in that silky couch, do nothing and watch TV for the whole day.

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19. Learn people and time management.

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20. Write your mother’s life story in your words and read it to her.

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21. Do something unexpected and surprise your parents (this can be positive or negative)

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22. Analyze other relationships in your life and prepare yourself for MARRIAGE :).

After all, there is no rush. Marriage is a life time relationship and before getting into someone else’s life, live your own life on your own way.